Heez(^_^) I had write a composition... Not very good nei... A lot of wrong sentence structure. Got onli 14 out of 30 nei.... no gd no gd.... Wahahahahaha....
Read liao... don scare hor... I very friendly de wor... Wahahahahaha....(*_*)
My composition “Running Away”
An idea of self-delusion
I have been running away from it. From this practical society, ever since I stepped in. I have a best friend, Qi Qi, and she has been helping a lot. Helping me through the process of running away. Soon, I found out that she had created a very well protective world just for me. She told me that she would always be with me and protect me from whomever who had the intention to hurt me. She was a guide to me, a guide leading the route of my life. Eventually, I, Ke Qi, vowed that I would not leave her with others, and would be with her till the day death claims me.
Qi Qi again had successfully helped me again those who hurt me in the future. She was always there preventing and telling me not to show or tell other people around me of my true self, which was being taken advantage of every time. At the beginning I feel that it is really difficult to control myself not to show my true self to others. Showing others my true self had only brought wound which was only healed by Qi Qi. Initially, I thought that showing my true self to others was a good thing to do as it meant being truthful. But this kind thinking ended when harm was calling for me.
Betrayed, backstabbing and being seen as a “tool” to make use for others benefits. I was sad and cried over it for days as I could not believe I’m getting that in returned for treating others truthfully. I truly hated myself for not listening to Qi Qi advice. I was once saved by her when she helped me to build a world for only her and me. I felt safe and secure with her. This is a world which no one can come into to harm me, even they are me dearest family and friends.
Time passed fast, and I have learned skills from Qi Qi which would be useful in handling this practical society. The skill of reading people’s mind, quick thinking, building up defense around me to detect offenders and also a mind of neutral. As time flew by, years have passed and the toxic of the practical society could never hurt me anymore as Qi Qi was with me. I do not need to run away anymore as I have truly created a stable world for myself and Qi Qi, and even know how to "toy" others instead of being their target. We both have kept our promise of not leaving each other as Qi Qi is always with me wherever I go and would talk to me whenever I look into the mirror.
4:40 am;
to love You from the inside out
