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From the Inside Out -Hillsong
A thousand times I’ve failed
Still Your mercy remains
And should I stumble again
I’m caught in Your grace

Everlasting
Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending
Your glory goes beyond all fame

In my heart and my soul
Lord I give You control
Consume me from the inside out
Lord let justice and praise
Become my embrace
To love you from the inside out

Yesterday upon hearing that we can go back at 6pm together, I was very happy. Thus, I decided to wear a skirt which I like best. Brought by my elder sister from thailand as a present.

After my lesson end at 1 pm, I was thinking should I go to the library and stay there till 6 pm or go out for a walk. Then i came to my conclusion, I went to the library and borrow pharmacology textbook. Later I went to causeway point by bus 964 and brought 3 albums, have a short walk, ate a tiramisu bought a pair of purple pearl earring and went bak to school.

When I was about to reach school around 5 pm, I have the thoughts of should I just wait at the bus stop or back inside to school. I went back inside school and rest at canteen 1 waiting for time to pass. I brought some snaks to eat as I did not eat for the whole day. Finally, it was 5.50pm. I packed my things and walked towards the bus stop oppsite kind albert park to wait for you.

After sometime you appeared before me. We walked to another bus stop which have the bus 171 to yishun. Talked about many things and you told me about the dream you had. At that time if you asked me the question, my answer will be a yes. But anyway you did not ask me thus I think just let it be.

After this we seem to have nothing to say. I suddenly wanted to ask you the question about at the age of 21, but I didn't. As I thought it'll be really weird and you'll surely be stunt by me. Just that very moment you told me that you have a girlfriend now.

I was stunt and can only say orn. After you left my mind function then start to come back, I was thinking you are attach now. All of a sudden my chest become very tight. Tears just roll down, but i stopped it. Yes ! stop ! I vow not to cry so easily. I know what this feeling is though it was the first time I feel like this.

This day, happiness and sadness filled me.

8:32 pm;
to love You from the inside out

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